LolyBun

Can you believe it,since I entered myself in Art and Design Faculty, I've been producing less and less artwork, for my own or this site sake. I haven't experiment with new material, and each time I am faced with an empty blank space on a paper, I hesitated on what to draw, write or any shit! This is so fucking frustrating. I hate myself for this, but each time if I asked myself whether I regretted or not entering this faculty instead of Engineering Faculty-I would always, forever say, NO. I feel less and less deserved to be in this site. I shouldn't do this to myself. Oh my god.

All you need to keep up in this world of art are enthusiasm, ideas, and of course hard work. I'm already in my second semester in my local college and I'm thankful I took art-well not Fine Art per se, I got Ceramic Industrialization- but still, we must took Drawing course for a year and it helps me very much in my skills and knowledge. Plus, hanging out with bunch of others art enthusiast, made me even more thrilled to go to class and see their new piece. To have a serious discussion about art, theory and history, types, artists to watch, the most amazing feelings EVER! Talent, I promised you, only played very little percent of the whole th

It's good to know that I'm not the only one that gone through people questioning my decision becoming an artist really. I almost flipped out because my aunts and uncles even my parents included keep questioning-and somehow with every answer, I almost lost faith in myself. But then again, that give me the most motivation to make more art- to draw more, to learn more, and improve my skills. I admit I might be too old to for this- but better late than regret. I thank you all the beautiful artists that faved my art though how shitty it is. I really do.